Journal

Of course the biopsy came back malignant. That was not a surprise. I have moments of acceptance, moments of denial and moments of extreme fear. I just don’t want...

Feb. 2nd. Today is a hard day. I woke up so angry.  So angry it surprised me.  Yesterday I was supposed to hear about a biopsy that a doctor...

I attend a couple of different ally-ship/anti-racism groups every month. Mostly these are helpful. On one of them last week we started to talk about accountability. “Good!” I thought....

I remember waking up the day after Drumpf got elected. I remember not wanting to open my eyes, to not wake up to the new reality. I remember the...

The attack on the Capitol on January 6th was a glaring display of white supremacy working exactly as designed. And despite knowing that our government and police forces are...

We won the two senate seats in Georgia.  (And I say “we” lightly because I did exactly jack shit to make that happen with the exception of sending some...

I worried about passing on mental illness to my kids. So much so that I almost didn’t have any, but I’m glad I did despite my worst fear coming...

That pretty much sums up 2020, right? Nobody has any fucking control. I’m an expert in control. First and foremost, I’m a control freak. Secondly, and more importantly I’ve...

The truth is I have a lot I could talk about. 1) Beating cancer was a big deal mostly because I wasn’t sure I wanted to live at the...

Last week I gave a talk on my internalized racism and white supremacy and yesterday, while recording a podcast (or practicing a podcast) I was asked why I want...